Saturday, February 18, 2012


New year. Chinese New Year. Chap Goh Meh. Thaipusam. Valentines. 
Spot the similarity peeps.

Ans: All is OVERRRR.

Such a GREAT BEGINNING for 2012 and too sad to say this:-
Holiday is over, Fun time is over & Relaxation is over.
No more Lazy Song by Bruno Mars. No more lame excuses. No more innocent thinking. No more elasticity on my skin. No more sadness. No more extra calories. No more patience. 

Every year, there is good and bad things happens in your life. It's depends on how you take it. 
Whether you want to face it with tears or a smile. 
But unfortunately, I'm dropping more tears than my weight. FML.
Although it is hard, but I have to make all my problems as my past now. 
Thank you for teaching me living is not simple as ABC.

As usual, new year new RESOLUTIONSSSSS.
Of course I'm going to list it all down because it will motivated me to do it again for next year. 
This is all I want to achieve this year. That's all I wanna list it down since one of my dream will come true soon.


Sunday, July 17, 2011

~Making effort~

Am I really making effort to back to your side?
I don't think so. 

There is some time I wanna call you badly and I pray everyday things will get back like last time.
But things already happened. 
Not to say who is the victim for this tragedy, but why I am the only one making effort to get repair our friendship? Maybe we should do it together? 

So please don't tell me I am not making effort towards our friendship.
I am waiting for you with an open heart but I'm not clear about you. How about you PM me and tell me what are you thinking?
I'm tired of guessing what should I do next and what is the next reaction I should give when things happen.
My birthday is coming soon but for the first time in my life planning for my birthday celebration is never been this sad. 
Is it the end of our story?
I thought we can share every moment till the day we get old. :(

Sunday, July 10, 2011

~Missing you~

It's been a while I didn't update my not so happening blog.
Tonnes of shit happened in my life but I didn't spill a word in here probably because of I'm such an attention whore? so I posted all my grieve and anger in Twitter and Facebook.
I should write more starting from now onwards.

Alright, I should be start updating about myself. * I know you care about me! *
Where should I start? 
How about something really changed my life dramatically?

I've been accused as an Ipod thief. Life can never be this sucks. All my dignity as a bestie to her is gone and I guess maybe FOREVER? I'm not going to tell the whole story here. If you are my friend then probably you don't even need a note I guess you can remember and even memorize it well.
Either she want to believe it or not, I don't even care about that anymore. I'm trying my best to clarified I'm not the one and yet things ended up pretty badly. You want me to stand in your shoe?

I'm sorry but I can't. 

A good reason why I won't steal your Ipod is neither I own an Iphone 4 nor Sony mp4, but you one of my closest friend. After sharing almost every moments in my life, I can't even imagine until the day I die this kind of thing will happen between us.
I'm not trying to fight with you or being sarcastically telling you this.
Because I thought you trust me. HARD

When I look at the stuff around me, most of them makes me think of you.
When people ask me who is my bestie and I can't answer straight away anymore.
There is a hole in my heart where is only for you. 

Only you.

I don't know what will happen between you and me but I hope you come back to fill in the hole in my heart soon. I mean real soon.
I'm not going to ask you come back to me until the day you trust me just like us before April.
Hope you live your life happily.
I will miss you from here. I really miss you so bad. :(

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


Since I need catch up with my beauty sleep soon, I'm going to post a short one.

When Mr. Right bump into Ms. Right naturally they will ended getting married and live happily ever after. RIGHT?!

Since I'm still single, so I don't understand what kind of feelings involved when two people loving each other deeply and ended up making a brave decision to get married and continue to live together forever and ever.

But unfortunately, I don't believe in forever and ever thingy because I don't believe in EVERLASTING LOVE.
* this is mad lame*

Since the divorce rate is increasing every year and people tends to be signing marriage certificate like giving autograph to anyone and getting married is like a trend for those youngster nowadays.
Maybe a lot of you guys didn't agree with me BUT THIS IS MY BLOG. WHAT I LIKE TO WRITE IS DEPENDS ON ME. SO IF YOU THINK I'M WRONG THEN please leave a comment and discuss together. I don't mind to share other people opinions. LOL! XD

First of all, can you swear to God that you won't fall in love with other people after 30 or 40 years of marriage and your love towards your partner never ever change and stay strong until you die?
This kind of question is quite subjective but for me the answer is definitely NO.
Maybe from the beginning I shouldn't worried about the thing happens 30 or 40 years later but I feel insecure that I will lose my husband during my 40'sor 50's. Is like hanging in the middle and got nowhere to go.

"Marriage Life is Giving and Taking at the same time" quoted by Elvina Ting.

I try so hard to understand it but maybe I need to get married first in order to reach this kind of level.
Before you getting married the world is just belongs to both of you but when the other factors like money, responsible and etc comes in your life, the bond between the husband and wife seems to be loosen.

Sounds mad contradicting. WTF.

Where should I find those confidence to believe in people and everlasting love?
Maybe the time is not right,

I still cannot believe in others yet.

Saturday, October 16, 2010


Everyone is living their life in different ways but why I am the only one thinks that my life is dull and meaningless? I feel like my life is not happening at all and it is like a damn routine. Like the same hell boring routine which is going to work on weekdays and resting at home on weekends. And of course I'm not emo-ing 24/7 for 365 days. If I'm going to do that to myself, a young pretty gorgeous Samantha Woo will turns to wrinkly old hag mummy looking woman wandering around Kuala Lumpur.

Maybe because I live my life to the max during high school time so I don't feel excited hanging out anymore? Damn it. I should listen to my mom. Blame it on me who like to go shopping since young age. Or maybe blame those boring shopping malls keep on selling those not so my taste and size goods. FML. Maybe few of them is mad nice but the price is like beyonddddd my budget.

While I'm getting older, the way I viewed the world is changing dramatically.
Like what?
  1. One thousand dollar is like one hundred dollar.
    Nowadays people spend money like crazy. Compared to last time, holding hundred bucks is like millionaire for me. Like the world is in my hand and I'm thinking a lot of ways to spend my hundred bucks in not so wisely way. *Mad Syiok!* 

  2. All my beauty products changed from young bouncy oily skin range to dull corpse looking aging skin range.
    Yeah maybe I'm not in my 30's yet but like you all know environment that we all live in now is extremely bad for our body and skin. And blame those IT Geeks who invented internet connection which making me always sleep late at night. * I hate you!*

  3. Having a beau is important but having a rich beau with a car or maybe more? is a neccessity for my love life.
    Before you going to say I'm such a greedy cheapo bitch, please ask yourself HONESTLY do you wanna date with your beau taking Metrobus or RapidKL sardin-fy yourself while you're getting ready for an hour at home wearing 10 inches thick ICI on your face with a nice dress and killing heels on? And when your beau ask you to stay over at his house you need to go back by taxi next day? Or when you and your beau wanna go somewhere nice at night you scared you will missed the last bus or paying double for taxi's fare after 12am?


    So stop blaming me for being so realistic bitch, you jerk. I'm not asking him to fetch me with Ferrari's or whatever damn expensive cars out there but at least a car with 4 tyres will do. And of course the car is not older than my grand grand grandmother.

  4. Go for elegant and feminie looking type of clothes rather than being cool and young types of clothes.
    Nowadays, I feel like want to wear something matured or in other word FEMININE rather than being funky cool monkayyyy style. It's not that I wanna look rich or pretend that I'm damn high standard but maintaining my look from being the same with those seafoodssss in Sg Wang is like a must in my life. I just DON'T UNDERSTAND for those damn low quality shirts can sell for maybe 80 bucks while I can get myself few branded shirts in Pavilion and the most important is I CAN TRY DA CLOTHES ON MYSELF. Maybe those tenants in Sg Wang got not enough money to build in a fitting room for their own shop *which is impossible* or maybe *obviously* they don't wanna let you try on it so you will buy it-regret like hell-and go buy another one kind of tactics.
  5. I start to hate G-R-A-V-I-T-Y.
    Don't understand? All girls need a tool to make one part of their body looks higher, firmer, bigger and rounder. LOL! Look at your girlfriend, sister, mother and grandmother or maybe your great grandmother then you can spot the difference! XD

    Wishlist for November 2010.
    • getting a Charles & Keith Studded Hobo Bag in Brown colour. *mad loves*
    • buy myself some UNIQLO clothes *I just can't wait for it to open in Malaysia!* 
    • looks hotter like Lena or LeeHyori. * I wanna be WooHyori!* 
    • getting an Iphone4 *hope can get it asap*
    • win lottery *I think this one is easier compared to get a hottie as a beau right?*
    Blogging while listening to Stacey Kent is happier than reaching 10 orgasms in a minute! Good night everyone! I love you all.


Saturday, September 25, 2010

~Hard Tough Sad Life~

It's been awhile I didn't update myself in my own blog. Since I'm in the mood of blogging then maybe I should write a short one. It's been a year, I try to laid back and think what is the best choice for myself to move on to a brighter future. Unfortunately, I've been dragging for too long and now I realize things is not going fine as I plan and it is not the way I want to live my life now. Now is not a time to tell myself what should I do in the future but is to get my stupid lazy ass moving or I will get nothing for my future. Maybe it's sounds serious but it is 101% true.

I thought working should be challenging and fun while I can learn variety kind of knowledge of life which I can't learn it from text books but what I'm experiencing now is just TOO MUCH FOR ME.

It may sounds a bit exaggerate but I bet only my colleague is the only one who totally understand how suffering am I inside the office and I guess they are facing the same problem as me?

The main reason I wanna work at this company is because IT IS DAMN NEAR MY HOUSE. 

It is like 15 minutes walking distance! Can you imagine you no need to stress about not getting enough sleep and wake up early to work and ended up 'sardin-fy' inside the bus or train? It is mad rocksss when come to this reason but there is another obstacle causing my life really damn freaking miserable thanks to the tall one.
*like hormone imbalance and emotional breakdown kinda symptoms*
*I'm not going to tell you who is him or her but I think most of you can guess it right?*
*Yeah you are right! Nehhh that one lehhh!* XD

First of all, as you can think one person born with :-
  1. a pair of hands;
  2. a pair of legs;
  3. a pair of eyes; and
  4. a brain.
*I just mention which is important parts lahhh*

That tall one expect me to have or maybe she expect me born with:-
  1. 100000000000 pairs of hands;
  2. 1000000000000000000000 pairs of legs;
  3. 100000000000000000000000000 pairs of eyes; and
  4. infinity of brainssssssssssssssssss.

From the first week you asked me to be patience since our boss is trying to hire more people to help but I waited for maybe 3 months? Non of the new staff is MEANT TO BE TO DOING MY JOB.
The work is just overloading and even 4 TRAYS of mine is not enough for his/her to add in any more documents. It is just mad full and will fall anytime. Is like ANYTIMEEEE!!!

I don't mind if the amount of the work is mutha freaking alottttttt but the attitude of him/her is UNBEARABLEEEE!!!  I think that tall one PHAIL his or hers Moral Subject since she don't even deserve to be identify as a human. You know I got not enough time to do it but you always said this one that one another one is URGENT. All also like mad urgent then which one should I do first? Your thing is urgent while my thing is not urgent? At the end of the day you said I can't finish my work on time? What a GOOD SUPERIOR. Best of the best.

How can I cope with this kind of environment although it is like mad near my house? I feel like I'm being abused by the employer? Maybe more worst than those illegal foreigners? I think my pay is cheaper than them and my workload is like for 30 persons. If you think I am exaggerate here, maybe one day you should come over to my office or maybe I should take picture and show it here? So everyone will clear what is the shit I wrote here like 4 in the morning.

I didn't mention Name or Gender in here so whoever read it and wanna tell that person about it, you better think twice cause I will curse you, your family, your next generation and your next next generation. You don't think you deserved it? Yeah you totally deserved it!
Bitch and Bastard!

If you didn't spill a word then you are my friends forever. Thank you for respecting me as a human. In case you forgot I am a human made of flesh and fats. My emotion will swing too.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

~Myths and Facts of Orgasm~

It definitely took scientists and long years of research to discovered G-spot. LOL!

Freud describe two types of female orgasm. One is arising from the erogenous zone is vagina called the clitoris, and the other G-spot, through direct penetration during sexual intercourse or stimulation,

Myths and mystery surrounds female orgasm, which can lead to additional issues between couples if left unexplained or debunked.

MYTH : An orgasm is always on earth-moving experience and there is something wrong is a women is unable to have one.

FACT: Some women have orgasm but don't know it. Others may not experience orgasm by the way feeling of a contraction of the pelvic floor muscle. They do however reach a peak of arousal either which they feel relaxed and contented, the same feeling other women experience after orgasm. By contrast, women who get very aroused and do not experience orgasm will sometimes feel nervous or edgy or even an aching discomfort in their pelvis.

MYTH: 'Normal' women reach orgasm through intercourse.

FACT: Only about third of women experience orgasm regularly during intercourse. A third can reach orgasm with intercourse but need extra stimulation. A third never achieve orgasm during intercourse but can manual or oral stimulation. Having orgasms by means other than intercourse is normal variation of female sexuality. In the past, people thought that 'mature' women had their orgasms with intercourse. However, laboratory studies in 1960's showed that an orgasm is an orgasm no matter which way you obtain it. How a woman reaches an orgasm had nothing to do with her mental health or emotional maturity.

MTYH: Inability to reach orgasm, or anorgasmia means a woman is frigid or that there is something wrong with her or her relationship.

FACT: Women who were able to have orgasm in the past but can no longer do so may be suffering from a medical problem or side effect from medication. Women who have never had an orgasm may never have learned what type and duration of the stimulation they need.

MYTH: If a woman cannot reach orgasm, then her partner is not skillful lover

FACT: While there are many ways a loving partner can help a woman reach orgasm, in the end, a womanis responsible for hers own sexual pleasure. That does not mean her partner should not be involved. Communication between partners is very important. It is up to the woman to inform her partner her likes and dislike in their love making.

MYTH: A woman has to have an orgasm in order to enjoy sex. This myth seems to be more common among men and other women.

FACT: Many women enjoy the closeness and the physical intimacy of sex and are satisfied even if they do not, or do not always, have an orgasm.