~Lazy Ass~

I thought having a blog will encourage me to write more things but now I disagree on what I think earlier. I didn't update my blog maybe for a century. Living a life like me now is totally a disaster! Staying at home doing nothing and keep getting fatter makes me hate myself even more. Things get worsen that my pocket is screaming NOT ENOUGH MONEY! almost everyday. Sick of this life and maybe getting a job is the best solution.

Anyway, Jonathan is back and he always ask me out almost everyday! Although I really have fun but I need to control myself not going out often. O.o

This is because of :-

1. My family is angry at me cause I go back late and go out often.
2. My pocket is more kering kontang.
3. I need to give some space and time for Jonathan to date with Ayumi. *LOL*

Now is time to rearrange my time and going to live my life to the max!!

~At last~

At last I make a decision to defer my studies to January..

All the issues about money, friends and time are settled. Hooray for me! I'm not sad or regret in doing such decision because I know what I want now is freedom and become lazy ass at home. :p

~Farewell with Pussyman~

*well-known Pussyman*

He is the guy that I hate the most but at the same time spending time with him is fun!

He is leaving to Singapore next week and probably will come back to Malaysia on Christmas. Maybe is time for me to become stronger and independent since my best friends is leaving me one by one *studying & working*. Actually it is quite sad because my life is getting colorless and maybe I should find a boyfriend A.S.A.P. *LOL!*.

We have our dinner at Talipon which is located at Jalan Kuchai Lama. No need to elaborate more on what we ate because it is just a normal steamboat BBQ buffet which is served pork for their customer. *SAY YES TO PORK!*. As usual, fighting scene between me and pussyman is a must but the highlights for today neither me nor pussyman but Lily and Ken. LOL!

They fight just for a small matters and unexpectedly  the kind and innocent Ken transform to be a fierce tiger Ken and attack Lily continuously and of course *disappointed* he just attack her with words not with his body *sigh*. And of course the fierce looking angelic Lily wont argue with Ken in order to avoid the situation worsen. *pheww* . Actually I thought Lily will flip the table and jump towards Ken and scratch him non-stop. Proud of you Lily! *round of applause*

I have tried a new food like black pepper pork grilled with strawberry ice-cream and taste like coughing medicine pour on the meat *yucks!*. Thanks to pussyman I can try such a DELICIOUS FOOD in my life *round of applause*.

I wish pussyman all the best in working at Singapore and can't wait to hang out with him and Teddypyan soon!

~He steal my heart to Seattle...Jaebeom~

Is not because of his FAME I fall in love with him. All is about the FEELINGS.

Feel free to call me crazy, stupid or whatever words to describe my feelings now but you can't stop me from thinking and missing this guy. Until now i don't know what has happen to him. Please God, I'm begging you to make sure he is happy and guide him to the right path. Although I am no one to him, but he is the one and only for me.

saranghae J oppa...

~Insomnia~

Since I withdrawed from my studies at Utar, I already adapted a bad habits which is sleep LATE and wake up LATE. I tried my best to close my eyes EARLY and open my eyes EARLY but i still cannot make it. I can't blame on anyone except me because I was the one busy watching all the Korean and Japanese drama that I bought last time. What I can do now? Swallow the whole bottle of sleeping pills?

ARGHHH!! I cannot wait for HELP college October intake!!

Is time to sleep now...good night~

~*Yay Yay Yay*~

Hello everyone! This is my first post in my blog! *clap clap* I'm busy dealing with all the settings for this blog. It is quite complicated for a newbie like me. But I will make my blog as nice as I can! At last there is a space for me to spit all my words in my head and heart.

And of course, I will keep on improving in my blog!~*around of applause*