~Surviving~

Everyone is living their life in different ways but why I am the only one thinks that my life is dull and meaningless? I feel like my life is not happening at all and it is like a damn routine. Like the same hell boring routine which is going to work on weekdays and resting at home on weekends. And of course I'm not emo-ing 24/7 for 365 days. If I'm going to do that to myself, a young pretty gorgeous Samantha Woo will turns to wrinkly old hag mummy looking woman wandering around Kuala Lumpur.

Maybe because I live my life to the max during high school time so I don't feel excited hanging out anymore? Damn it. I should listen to my mom. Blame it on me who like to go shopping since young age. Or maybe blame those boring shopping malls keep on selling those not so my taste and size goods. FML. Maybe few of them is mad nice but the price is like beyonddddd my budget.

While I'm getting older, the way I viewed the world is changing dramatically.

Like what?

1. One thousand dollar is like one hundred dollar.
   Nowadays people spend money like crazy. Compared to last time, holding hundred bucks is like millionaire for me. Like the world is in my hand and I'm thinking a lot of ways to spend my hundred bucks in not so wisely way. *Mad Syiok!* 
   
   
2. All my beauty products changed from young bouncy oily skin range to dull corpse looking aging skin range.
   Yeah maybe I'm not in my 30's yet but like you all know environment that we all live in now is extremely bad for our body and skin. And blame those IT Geeks who invented internet connection which making me always sleep late at night. * I hate you!*
   
   
3. Having a beau is important but having a rich beau with a car or maybe more? is a neccessity for my love life.
   Before you going to say I'm such a greedy cheapo bitch, please ask yourself HONESTLY do you wanna date with your beau taking Metrobus or RapidKL sardin-fy yourself while you're getting ready for an hour at home wearing 10 inches thick ICI on your face with a nice dress and killing heels on? And when your beau ask you to stay over at his house you need to go back by taxi next day? Or when you and your beau wanna go somewhere nice at night you scared you will missed the last bus or paying double for taxi's fare after 12am?
   
   
   HELL NO RIGHT? 
   ALL THIS IS FOR TEENAGER LAHHH. I'M TOO OLD FOR ALL THIS.
   
   
   So stop blaming me for being so realistic bitch, you jerk. I'm not asking him to fetch me with Ferrari's or whatever damn expensive cars out there but at least a car with 4 tyres will do. And of course the car is not older than my grand grand grandmother.
   
   
4. Go for elegant and feminie looking type of clothes rather than being cool and young types of clothes.
   Nowadays, I feel like want to wear something matured or in other word FEMININE rather than being funky cool monkayyyy style. It's not that I wanna look rich or pretend that I'm damn high standard but maintaining my look from being the same with those seafoodssss in Sg Wang is like a must in my life. I just DON'T UNDERSTAND for those damn low quality shirts can sell for maybe 80 bucks while I can get myself few branded shirts in Pavilion and the most important is I CAN TRY DA CLOTHES ON MYSELF. Maybe those tenants in Sg Wang got not enough money to build in a fitting room for their own shop *which is impossible* or maybe *obviously* they don't wanna let you try on it so you will buy it-regret like hell-and go buy another one kind of tactics.
    
   
5. I start to hate G-R-A-V-I-T-Y.
   Don't understand? All girls need a tool to make one part of their body looks higher, firmer, bigger and rounder. LOL! Look at your girlfriend, sister, mother and grandmother or maybe your great grandmother then you can spot the difference! XD
   
   Wishlist for November 2010.
   
   • getting a Charles & Keith Studded Hobo Bag in Brown colour. *mad loves*
   • buy myself some UNIQLO clothes *I just can't wait for it to open in Malaysia!* 
   • looks hotter like Lena or LeeHyori. * I wanna be WooHyori!* 
   • getting an Iphone4 *hope can get it asap*
   • win lottery *I think this one is easier compared to get a hottie as a beau right?*
      
   Blogging while listening to Stacey Kent is happier than reaching 10 orgasms in a minute! Good night everyone! I love you all.
   
   XOXO